I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion. - jack kerouac

i just smoked up with michelle and her grandmother.

tysa posted about the book she gave me, the fuck up. she thought i would like it because a) it has the word 'fuck' in the title and b) it's set in the 80s. this book sucked my ahole. it was trying to be like a punk holden caulfield or something but it was basically this jerk of a kid living around NYC and perpetually screwing up his own life because he's a bad person. it's not like he changed by the end of the book. it was basically a big fat waste of my time.

note to self&tysa: just because something is set in the 80s and it has the world 'fuck' in the title DOES NOT make it cool. or original for that matter.

BTW: i'm wearing a thong today. you know what that means? it means i'm out of regular underwear so i need to do my laundry when i get home from school.

i just spent five hours working on my history project. i am stabbing myself in the eye because i have to do my math homework and all this english work too. i fuckin hate school.

i'm in the process of eating a hamburger and the mustard i put on it literally tastes like mildew.

"are you sick of guys who come on too strong? who just want to see you wearing a tight thong? i don't even know what a thong is. but i got an A+ on the team charm quiz. sit back, relax, i won't get hit on you. just let yourself drown in my big baby blues."-Chad, 2Gether

so i skipped spanish and journalism today and me and brandy went and visited lisa who is feeling sick. lisa's mom is so nice! she made all this food for us to eat and then we didnt eat any of it which is sad cause it looked really good. i hope i graduate because i have been missing a lot of school lately. luckily i only have four days of school next week and then i have april vacation and then tysa comes home! i just have to make it through next week and tomorrow without skipping any classes or im going to lose credit.

i love lisa and brandy but sometimes it is hard to hang out with them. their just really comfortable hanging out with each other (they are best best friends) and not doing anything but im not really ever like that with anyone, except like my sisters. so whenever i hang out i always want to do something but i guess they are more chill then i am. oh well, it is prob a good thing since i can be really ooc sometimes.

ok i am already facing the dilemma that others have had with blogging, in that they have to censor themselves because they are afraid certain people will see what they wrote. i freakin hate that! maybe it just goes to show that i talk about people way to much.

so my best friend lynda has a sister, nicole, who goes to Wesleyan. nicole's boyfriend's best friend (got that?) goes to Harvard and is apparently this amazing man because tatyana ali and natalie portman (who both attend Harvard) WANT ON this boy. natalie supposedly flew him out to her Cali home for like a weekend. So the other day, nicole is just chillin in her dorm and someone knocks on the door and it's tatyana ali. nicole didn't recognize her though for like 10 minutes, after they SMOKED UP together. Ok this whole spiel is crazy and wonderful for so many reasons. 1) I am like 3 degrees away from tatyana ali, which leads to so many other famous people, one that obviously comes to mind is Will Smith. 2) nicole actually hung out with a famous person like it was fuckin normal or something. and 3) its one thing to hang out with someone famous, it is a whole other thing to smoke up with someone famous. it's freakin awesome, thats what it is!

dacaterpillar: your computer is back??
RADAnitra: no
RADAnitra: i am at the LIBRARY
RADAnitra: killing myself
dacaterpillar: hahahahahhaa
dacaterpillar: what a DORK
RADAnitra: :-((
dacaterpillar: sorry!
RADAnitra: for real, i'm going to start coming over your house at like 10 and use your internet
dacaterpillar: haha
RADAnitra: i cant deal with this whole library/dork thing
dacaterpillar: we'll have to make a schedule
RADAnitra: fo real
dacaterpillar: hey my dad's suppose to be at the library!
dacaterpillar: go look at the table by the BIG WINDOW i bet he's there
dacaterpillar: do you know what he looks like?
RADAnitra: oh my god
RADAnitra: hes literally 10 feet away from me
dacaterpillar: hahahah
dacaterpillar: isnt that creepy?
dacaterpillar: i bet he's reading a magazine!
RADAnitra: i'm right bwhind you
dacaterpillar: AHHH
RADAnitra: yes! a magazine
dacaterpillar: oh wait no you're not
RADAnitra: blue sweatshirt
dacaterpillar: and he has his glasses?
RADAnitra: yes
dacaterpillar: and cargo sweatpants?
dacaterpillar: freaky deaky!
RADAnitra: BLACK cargo sweatpants
dacaterpillar: YES!

She sees a bartender in a pool of blood, cries out "My god, they've killed them all!"

i stepped on a tack this morning and i couldn't pull it out of my foot for the life of me. now i have this swollen bump on the bottom of my foot and i probably am going to contract hepititis or terets or something.

lisa and brandy came over to my porch to share a cigarette and enjoy the beautiful day out but they couldn't stay. so sad! but i have to get ready for work anyway, and i haven't taken a shower in two days and i also need to take a power nap! POWER NAAAAAAAAPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"We can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind. Cause your friends dont dance and if they don't dance well their no friends of mine!"-Men w/o Hats

FO TYSA

As i was walkin' by
Saw you standin' there
With a smile

Lookin' shy
You caught my eye
Thought you'd want to hang
For a while

Well i'd like to be with you
And you know it's Friday, too
I hope you can find the time
This weekend to relax and unwind

My mind's tired
I've worked so hard all week (ooh ooh ooh...all week)
Cashed my check
I'm ready to go
I promise you
I'll show you such a good time

Chorus:
Come on baby let's get away
Let's save our troubles for another day
Come go with me we've got it made
Let me take you on an escapade (let's go)

Es-ca-pade we'll have a good time
Es-ca-pade leave our worries behind
Es-ca-pade you can be mine
Es-ca-pade an escapade

So don't hold back
Just have a good time
We'll make the rules up
As we go along
And break them all
If we're not having fun

*chorus*

My mind's tired i've worked
So hard all
Worked so hard all week
I just got paid, we've got it made
Ready to go
I promise you i'll show you
Such a good time

*chorus*

Interlude :
No Acid

Ain't no acid in this house.

ok i like how i fuck up on the very first try of dis.

Haha! This is my first post! i am so cool...so i decided i wanted a blog because i LITERALLY am online all the time but i dont have the desire or ambition to actually do anything except go to dawsonsdesktop or go to theresa's site. yeah, that's how much of a freak i am. it is 4 minutes to my bedtime and i have a math quiz which i didn't study for, i didn't prepare anything for english and i have to go to work tomorrow, which just sucks so much. this must be why i have a blogger: so i can complain! woe is me.